Saturday, January 31, 2009

Missing? @ 6:59 PM

Well as some of you know I didnt come to school for 3 days. I apologize for not telling some of you people but it was very rushed. Like what i stated in the previous post something 'unfortunate' thing happened to me and my family and that is....the death of my grandmother. (This was my last so I dont have anymore living ancestors)

It was quite tiring coz I had a total of 4 trips in those 3~4 days. First I went to Jakarta really early coz they were gonna send the body to Jambi* in the afternoon, and since mum wanted to see grandma one last time before they closed to coffin, we had to rush to Jakarta.

Trust me when i saw it I was kinda well confused I guess. I dont really know how I felt but when everyone started crying, I guess I ended up crying too?

So the next day I flew to Jambi and stayed at this hotel for 2 days before returning to Jakarta and then returning to Singapore. I didn't manage to go for the cremation coz well I was rushed for time. Theres like school going on and if i came back on Sunday and attend the cremation I would not be able to finish my homework which i suspect would be alot.

I feel that overall this year has been really.....well unhappy for me and I hope that I will be able to catch up in my studies since Im still well unstable with my studies and with all these kind of things happening, I really hope I will be able to start studying well again like last year.

Toodles! - Pics of the funeral will be posted in 2weeks when dad comes with camera -

Jambi - A small country in Indonesia that is not known to most people.

Monday, January 26, 2009

Chinese New Year @ 4:12 PM

Well today is SUPPOSINGLY a happy occasion right? Well.... not really for me.... something erm unfortunate happen and well its the worst possible thing that can happen to you at this day and it happened to me wow (Ask me in school and I'll tell but i wont say it here)

Anyway happy chinese new year to everyone else. Im very free and very bored. I cried like a bucket full of tears after watching this show called 'Secrets'. Although honestly im not a fan of Jay Chou the plot was really touching and i was really really touched by it (Watched twice cried twice) So you MUST watch it! If you dont cry then you're probably insensitive/blind/clueless

ITS AWESOME SO WATCH IT NOW WHILE YOU STILL CAN! (Can you imagine *me* *SHIERLY* crying!? -- thats how awesome the show is)

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Oh so long! @ 4:58 PM

Oh darn how long has it been since i last blogged!? Gosh school has been really tiring lately and with all the people in my class falling sick......Im falling sick too =_=

Today we had the Sec 4 and 5's parents meeting. At first it was ok but then slowly the weather kinda gets to me coz i was like standing under the sun and when the whole event ended i swear i felt horrible x_x!

I hope I will be able to go to school on monday, coz if I dont im sure i'll be screwed and wont be able to catch up with my work >_< If anyone has any '100% will cure' remedies to help sore throat, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE tell me!

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Personal Thoughts + Saturday Happenings @ 2:40 PM

Hmm I realize that come to think of it I am a very weird person. (some examples)

Example : I can be....

1. Funny yet Serious
2. Smart yet Stupid
3. Nice yet Evil
4. Carefree yet Strict
5. Secure yet Insecure

(and the list goes on)

Its really weird coz all my personalities SEEMS to contradict each other. Im not sure whether this is a blessing or an unfortunate thing but I guess that makes me --> me!

Recently I can be quite snappish (as some of you has seen) I mean who wont be if theres people in this world who thinks that Me , Shierly has no 'Snapping Point' I think its really stupid to think that someone although very happy (eg. me) can't 'burst out' (no offence). Its only human if one day you just go crazy after a series of comments back and forth (that turns insulting slowly).

So basically all im saying is that well dont test my patience seriously, just because i seem carefree and happy does not mean i do not have a breaking point so if i tell you 'ENOUGH!' better not push your luck ya? XD!

Oh and I am SO gonna miss Belle LOADS (heck i dont even have her msn!) Its so unfortunate not having her in school anymore. She's REALLY nice =(! I cant get over the fact she already left damn, ITS SAD D:! She was like A REALLY awesome person (even though i wasnt THAT close to her) gosh I hope she'll be back in Singapore ASAP! *shierly calling belle :' hurry back! or at least give me your msn!? '*

In addition! I watched 'Yes Man' on Saturday! The theatre is like REALLY cramped and tiny gosh! But it was an awesome show nonetheless (I totally encourage everyone who havent watch that movie to WATCH IT NOW!) Its like REALLY funny but it can be a little 'crude' but hey they say its PG and my mum was around so.... it should be ok! XD!

Cheers~
-Currently Happy Shierly since she WATCHED YES MAN!)

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Vending Anger @ 7:02 PM

I just came home a few minutes ago and its been awhile since I blogged and today i decided to blog because im REALLY REALLY angry about one thing. This thing im talking about is how people like to 'Rub it in'.

Im really mad at the fact that just because i make mistakes throughout my life , i ALWAYS get criticised by someone. Its like one mistake and im reminded again and again. (sometimes publically infront of many people) I really wish that for once i wont get reminded that i made some mistake.

I mean honestly i doubt people like feeling how im feeling either, coz like who likes being criticised for doing some stupid mistake that you did like few months ago that you had apologized continously several times for. So it REALLY gets on my nerves ya know? I wish it wont happen to me coz it seem to happen to me ALOT of times.

(ok im done rambling! bai!)